9.15.2012 YUN - VIII

below are recorded the testimonies on deling and of yun which end the last chapter which is entitled 'a future as bright as God's promises..

deling

after 20 years of marriage,
i know my husband's heart.
his heart and his faith are solid.
he's very open and forward.
he has no fear of man.
everything he has in his heart he just speaks out.
so that way i never have to second guess him.
what you see with him is exactly what you get, no more, no less.

i respect him for his love and commitment to God. i know him very well in this way, but yes, there are other ways i don't know him so well because circumstances have meant we've been apart for most of our married life. the worst thing is that he has seldom been around so i've basically raised the children by myself.

it hasn't been all bad news however!
our lives have been filled with
hardship
great suffering, and
long periods away from each other, but also with great victories and experience of God's deep love and grace for us.

i haven't been very lonely because of the children. they've been with me and have been a great comfort to me. the biggest cross and most pain i've had to endure is not from poverty or persecution from unbelievers, or from loneliness...(deleted a judgment on the church...i do it all the time myself..)

yun often tells me,
we are absolutely nothing.
we have nothing to be proud about.
we have no abilities and nothing to offer God.
the fact that He chooses to use us is only due to His grace.
it has nothing to do with us.
if God should choose to raise up others for His purpose and never use us again we would have nothing to complain about.

when i was younger i saw god as a mighty healer who did something for me, but after all these years of valleys and painful trials Jesus has become an ever-present friend who is with me all the time. He has gone from being an historical God to being a living God to me today. i've fallen short many times during these trials and testings, but he has always been faithful. whenever i've asked Him to help me He always has.

Jesus is everything and we are nothing.

yun
when i think of what the Lord has for me in the future i'm excited!
these are great times to be alive for Jesus!
the Holy Spirit is moving mightily throughout the earth and
it's a great privilege for us to be involved with reaping the harvest in these last days.

i believe the main focus of my ministry will continue to be the back to jerusalem movement...soon i believe a mighty torrent of workers will leave china's borders with the gospel.
i continue to have opportunity to speak..around the world.
my message to the western church is ..get back to basics in order to hear again the voice of Jesus speaking to you.
then..challenge..believers all around the world, to join hands..to train and equip workers for  this mighty harvest..
a new church era has begun...
my Lord Jesus is the most wonderful friend...