9.6.2016 NOTES FROM UNDERGROUND (1864) by Fyodor Dostoevsky

note: as i read the first part of this recently, i felt the same flood of Emptiness, Rage and ....the Horror of living in a world in which Society (me included) allows the innocent, voiceless, defenseless human beings to be slaughtered in the safety and life-giving nourishment of their mother's womb. once again i was powerfully drawn to go to prison for the rest of earthly life in single, mute protest...AUGGGGGGH! I just don't find Jesus there....may He help me to live..for He continued to live through the horror of this world...